“After a strong convulsions, as if the body is God taking away the power of general loss, you can not save, you also unable to restore.” An equally sick patients on the Internet concluded, Color skin for iphone 4g.
one day revelation, Zhang Qiaoxia this passage:
often ask myself: “What is love?”
side of the nurse added that she means is, yes.
“I found the first girl to walk there is a problem go to the supermarket when I see her right leg a little lame, limping.” Zhengbao Zhen Huan recorded her husband said.
every night, Zhang bedroom came harshly screams.
“2005, 51 holiday, I went to the Fragrant Hill Hotel sojourn. Chuaizhuo 2 dollars a day sooner or later, Pa Xiangshan, 40 minutes summit, a fruit popsicles reward yourself. other times sitting in the garden reading , LCD for Cell Phone for HTC 6900 LCD 60H00100-10M. to June, began wrestling for no reason. walking, right foot, like as not I, did not follow me and then up and down stairs is difficult, especially under stairs, I have lost count of how many wrestle wrestling I have two family units outside stairs without railings, became an insurmountable obstacle, and sometimes I have to stand very long time to wait for passers-by helped me out, or Almost every day, drop the down. “
home no one mentioned the disease. Night, Zhang entered the room with parents and the parents said: “If I l be gone, how do you do?”
Often ask myself what is love
her anger, doing all the sound from the pipes in the hum But Zheng Baozhen do not understand.
reply filled with a big box on Zhang feet. Sanmei jokingly said to me: “You see, at noon are endless, endless letters do not eat it.”
Zheng Baozhen found, for blackberry curve 8310 Matte screen protector, daughter of the “you lied to me “turned into” you have me. ”
“If you resign, do not go home.” Zhengbao Zhen Zhang mother said.
home freezers keep the crabs. Zhang how to eat? Broke down the old crab legs, remove the meat a little bit out. One morning you can come up with a small bowl.
“convulsions, leg, thigh, whole body pumping.” tear walk through the old man cheek, “I can not go for her pain.”
16:00, Zheng Baozhen crutches, as usual, to the food market to buy food. Her legs and feet have been very agile, and the next ridge, the 84-year-old husband Huan recorded quickly draped her hand: “slow down under.”
Smiled after she saw and continue typing.
In addition to a diary, she will open the regular morning chat tools, such as her godson, a just out from prison to the young people. She wants to help these children made mistakes back confidence in life.
correspondent Wang Jia-generation photo and then take off from the bottom of Xing Xian Zhang hard
the following Department of muscle twitching.
“In those days, except for their loved ones, there is an accompanying (Sanmei) and I had each other, she was a gentle man with a southern Shaanxi plain, black and blue to accompany me, and thoughtful to take care of my life.”
“best way to go, so do not force. after the fall, Cell Phone flex cable for LG KF750 flex cable, stand up strongly twisted away, drive yourself to the suction pressure of oxygen, to do the treatment, Buzzer for Samsung D600.” < br /> mother Lanzhu Zhang head, said: “You can not, Mom will not let you die, Cell Phone lcd screen display for Samsung E250 LCD.”
Zhang lying motionless on the sofa, with a breathing machine to force oxygen, and she almost lost all ability to act, can not stand, can not speak, only grunt in the throat issue, gurgling sound.
Zhang recorded in his diary: In early 2007, weakness, stiff legs, cramps, took to walk, talk intermittent weakness; early 2008, life can not take care of themselves, able to continuously speak 3-5 words, pulling the arm can stand for 30 minutes, tongue weakness.
doctors can only open the console after the drug
sick Zhang opened a blog, For Sony Ericsson W910 LCD, called “I want to say.” cook cooking
to a morning in front of a computer typing Zhang said to me, when she illusions.
prison children continue to reply. A child said in the letter: “When I saw my mother so strong, I know my life should have a new beginning.”
Zhang blog to record the body unable to process from the strong.
Zhang blog post opening, said: “I can finally diagnosed after the death of a know!”
“love is like death, because people can not resist ending this is the most shocking I have heard the answer , empathy. “
actually written by her death diary to record daily life bit by bit. Zhang said she wanted to write, especially write, want outsiders to know the pain of this disease.
“No, ah, I sleep these days, yesterday.” smiled neighbors said. Zheng Baozhen said neighbors are good, Support Cell Phone case for iphone 4.
to prison, the children wrote
leisure time, Zhang children to those in prison to write, encourage them.
if I l be gone, how do you do?
2008 year-end, Zhang has been completely unable to speak, can not stand, chewing, swallowing problems began to appear.
2011 年 05 月 16 日
after a night of agonizing, Zhang wet. Tired Zheng Baozhen out of the door, just go out neighbors, Zheng Baozhen asked a neighbor: “You wake up at night?”
Confirmed the same day, Zhang sent home to parents, then to the unit to work, then go home.
Today, this picture is her computer desktop.
father standing in dim light, sad to say: “This is not your father life? not know the day, we will lose you, Cell Phone flex cable for LG KF750 flex cable, and I Your mother will live forever in pain. “
saw Zhang to your mouth wide, nanny cast darts as quickly as the pill into the depths of her throat. Then, Zhang has not failed to use the throat muscles swallowing.
I laughed.
“Now, even the mouse finger tapping had no strength.” Zhang husband said that only by a special software, as long as the mouse stays on the screen, 0.5 seconds, you can auto-click or open the window.
noon, Zhang eat, W910 LCD. Mother one morning, made three dishes: potatoes, stewed carrots, cucumber stew, pour soup tofu.
Subsequently, Zhang went to call the hospital corridor to a colleague. Huan father asked the doctor carefully recorded: “Good governance it? This disease.”
“Sister, you e young is beautiful, Z3X box 19 Cable for LG, eyebrows are embroidered over it?” I asked.
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This is Zhang disease after the first six years, October 19, 2010, Tuesday afternoon.
before the onset of breath she could climb Mountain
As shown in the pictures, did not get sick in front of Zhang has been very confident.
daughter learned to cook because the elderly. Get up early every day, move the split step, busy in the kitchen.
two years, n73 lcd display, she is really very little to go home, the last post was assistant general manager of Beijing high-tech companies in Beijing, bought a house, buy a car, For N76 flex cable.
only on the network, her inner world can be known. 800 words a day, Zhang accumulate 90,000 words to write about.
Later, Zheng Baozhen think daughter likes to go with her, and her husband to Beijing to take care of Zhang Huan recorded.
“I tried to go away, but always wrestling, a sense of powerlessness wells.” Zhang wrote.
Sanmei Zhang fed mouthful to eat. Mashed potatoes along the saliva from the mouth out, Sanmei quickly wipe.
with mouse finger tapping had no strength
2007 Chinese New Year, Zhang returned to Xi n, and live with their parents. Home four handrails, Zhang hopes the arm exercises, slow down the loss of physical strength.
“did not rule.” The doctor said his head down, “a prescription drug to comfort it.”
5 years ago, Zhang likes to travel. A photo on the beach in Zhuhai, PDA Parts for Black Berry 8100 battery conncetor, she was comfortable wearing a swimsuit on the beach to lie on the sun, young people are exposed.
father leaned over and patted Zhang head, and slowly go out, the house is only the voice of the mother Zheng Baozhen convulsions.
later, Zhang and all medical treatment, like, physically and mentally fatigued.
a reader response on her blog: “Although our lives are fragile, but our will can be strong in your body I saw the face of the suffering of the original can be so calm.”
Fall of Xi n, the sun very well, chasing a bunch of blue light to play in the oxygen mask on Zhang, miserable and blue colors. This is the day, Zhang rare rest time.
on Saturday, long hair was cut Zhang Hong sitting at a computer in front of the body as is ice frozen, stuck in the side of the nanny feed her medicine to take.
“have the disease, people are awake, but saw his body a little bit of loss of mobility.” evening of 18 October 2010, Zheng Baozhen tilted his head leaning against a chair, doctors have done she said, had never seen such a cruel disease.
Zhang to be “tied up” in the chair firmly secured to the side of the Zheng Baozhen
cry.
after diagnosis, Zhang has also been working in the unit until April 2006, fell to somehow tumble, half did not get up, she realized: to insist on work, to become a burden.
night harshly screams convulsions
year, Zheng Baozhen could not sleep at night.
80-year-old Zheng Baozhen said that before he will not cook, and now her daughter is sick, no option but to make their own.
Mountain, Huangshan, Lushan, almost all of China famous, she can breath the summit. After the summit, she likes to sit in the most odd steep rock pictures, behind the pine independence. “You are on the photos.” Photographs of the people said.
2010 年 10 月 18 afternoon, Xi n, Shaanxi Province Tianrun Park District 3, the same nanny Sanmei like carry the rice will carry Zhang from the computer desk, then put the sofa.
9 years ago, Zhang Hong, West Lake in Hangzhou Liulangwenying pictures. Make-up after she straightened fullness in the chest, kept trying to put two hands in different positions, until the photographer called Do not move, just rest down.
2005 in the fall, to accompany their parents to the Beijing Union Medical College Hospital Zhang made the final diagnosis. EMG is completed, Cell Phone spare parts for Nokia 6030 charger connector, a doctor gives a definitive answer – amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS)
12 o lock on Saturday morning, Zhang Red up, nanny Sanmei help her dress, aware of differences, she immediately Zhang back to the toilet, slipped out of pants, while. After Sanmei will hold to the computer desk Zhang, Zhang from the first with a rope through the armpit, her body tightly fixed to the seat back. “So that her body would not move around.”
Then, Sanmei set up with two cushions Zhang arm, put her hand on computer mouse. Left hand to push the right hand, for iPhone 4 Common screen protector, she moves the mouse.
Zhang is getting cold, 47 years old.
2001 years, Zhang resigned to go Beijing business, the reasons to go with the then state-owned enterprises in most young people stay the same, Cell Phone spare parts / display for Nokia 6600, go out for another try, Phone Parts for iPhone / Phone parts for iPhone 3G. In addition, she was born in Beijing and return to place of birth is her dream.
“I saw Peking University Third Hospital, Union Hospital, Beijing Hospital, Xuanwu Hospital, Xijing Hospital, Xiangya Hospital, from sports medicine to orthopedics, neurology to neurosurgery, MRI done 7 times, after Two expert consultation, back and forth two dozen experts and professors, said many strange disease name. “
” I do not know how to cook her, her strength almost no bite. “potatoes are cooked as ambiguous, the pressure cooker to cook the tenderloin also worst, ordinary people one hour to do the dishes, the elderly made a morning.
daughter Cursive writing on the whiteboard, phone c902 screen, then even Cursive have to write, how to do? “Had to cry hysterically.”
two steps into an insurmountable obstacle
“What is comfort medicine?” Huan recorded asked. The doctor said: “is that you can eat, you can not eat, eat, it useless, like the recent girl eat anything, eat anything it gave her, want to go, where to go.”
Thing or irreversible occurred, although there had been fantasy.
that time, Zheng Baozhen did not adapt to the changes in her daughter. “How can you do? Clear her mind, but not by hand, not with mouth, anxious time, Cell Phone spare parts for iPhone 3G joystick, she could only Luanhan barking.”